Time.

Time is a vital thing in my life. Not only am i worried about being on time but i have a problem with ageing. I don't know why but i just don't want to age. now, i know that i've blogged about wanting to be an adult but i just want to remain a 15 yr old but with an adult life. Is that werid? sometimes i have this fear that when im older i'll just lose everything that i have now. im so worried that even now im not gonna do well in school or what's going to happen to my grade because i didn't turn in my win-win card money? god only knows. i hope they don't tell my parent's that i didn't turn it in because they think i did. it's been like 2 months since it was due.

what will i due? anyone have any suggestions to help me relive my stress?

Summer....

Aww Summer...Those 3 months that every student looks forward to for the entire school year. Yes, summer may be amazing but has any one else besides me notice that once it's actully here it dosen't live up to our expections that we had for it? Now don't get me wrong. i've had a pretty good summer so far but you know how you and friends say that you'll all see each other at least a million times during the summer and it really only ends up to be about 10 times. I've been thinking alot recently about my future plans for my life. I know that i want to go to college but always i don't think that i'll be able to deal with the whole actual growing up process. I really want to live on my own,in my own house and be able to eat what ever i want be able to go anywhere when i want and everything. but in my mind i can see myself married with 2 kids living in london. All i really want to do is grow up and skip the whole collage and the rest of high school stuff.

Does Anyone Else Feel Like This?

I Must Be Paranoid

Okay so this is my problem. Yes, once again i have YET another issue going on with my life. D-R-A-M-A.

So there is the cute boy who is in like every one of my classes and we have so much fun together. I really like him and i think that he might like me. WHAT SHOULD I DO??? because when i'm near a boy that i like i suddenly turn into this brain dead person, but when him and i talk and stuff im not like that. WHY????? also the boy also happens to be one of my frenimes Ex-Boyfriend. And when they broke up she took it pretty hard. what will happen with my friendship with her??? I NEED YOUR HELP!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Also im planning on asking him to go to a movie with me sometime.

Xoxox Grace

Idols

No I'm not talking about american idol, although im soo happy Chris won!!!

I'm actully talking about the people that inspire me to be who i am today!

First Up We Have Audrey Hepburn.

The thing i LOVE about her is that she is just so classy,and beautiful. I mean she was just so amazing with every film & charity project she ever did. She was an Ambassador for unicef and she traveled to africa many times to vist childern and woman that had Aids. SHE IS AMAZING!!

Next We Have Andy Warhol.

What Was Not Amazing About This Guy???

Also My WONDERFUL AMAZING friends inspire the person who is here today 2.

hehe

xoxo Grace

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYtrdfkSFlw

In My World

Okay so im totally steling this off of meagan's blog and do my own "In My World" Blog So here It goes

In My World Chubby Girls Get Cute Guys to Ask Them Out

In My World There are carzy people that i dislake so much it makes me want to scream

In My World my Bff ( Mari) gets asked to prom by a cute guy

In My World there are insane people that you just can't hate

In My World there are 16 year old boys that sing along to britney spears in the car with you.

In My would summer couldn't come any quicker.

In my world there are girls who talk behind your back

in My World I have the greatest TRUE friends anyone could ask for.

Stupid B****!

so i just learned from one of my friends that two other people who i thought were my friends recenlty said that im a liar and that im a fat, grumpy bitch! wtf!!!! the reason that there calling me a liar is because in a little more than 2 weeks my older brother is leaving to go to Venice,Italy. He's going because he is studying to become a chief and my family is privilaged enough to actully know people that live there. And so when he goes to italy i will be going with him for about a week and a half. My brother will be there for about 3 months, and these 2 people think that i am lying about going. WHY WOULD I LIE?????????????? TO IMPREESS THEM???? are u kidding me are there lives that shitty and trashy that they need to say shit behind my back?? also for those of you who are dumbasses like one of those people Venice is surranded by water and bascially you need to get around by boat which that one person thinks im lying about????? WHAT??? SHE IS A FUCKIN DUMBASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the othere thing they said im lying about is that my dad is persian! once agin why would i lie about that? now the orther person that was talking about me have meet my step-dad who she belived to be my real father but he is not!!!!! so she told the other person that im lying about that because the dad that she saw had no accent while if she had ever meet my real father she would have know and heard that my REAL father is persian. so instead of her asking me about him she instead started running her FAT ASS mouth. THESE TWO PEOPLE ARE FAT ASS BITCHES WHO HAVE NO LIVES AND ARE TRAILER TRASH FUCKING BITCHES!!!!!!!!!! GOD IM SOOO FUCKIN PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! so instead of me going and confronting them to thier faces i texted the one fat ass bitch and confronted her. she has yet to text me back!!! WHAT A FUCKING WHIMP!!!!!!

EDIT : I KNOW MY VOCABULARY IS VERY VERY BAD IN THIS ONE, BUT WHEN I WROTE IT I WAS MAD!!!