Time.

Time is a vital thing in my life. Not only am i worried about being on time but i have a problem with ageing. I don't know why but i just don't want to age. now, i know that i've blogged about wanting to be an adult but i just want to remain a 15 yr old but with an adult life. Is that werid? sometimes i have this fear that when im older i'll just lose everything that i have now. im so worried that even now im not gonna do well in school or what's going to happen to my grade because i didn't turn in my win-win card money? god only knows. i hope they don't tell my parent's that i didn't turn it in because they think i did. it's been like 2 months since it was due.

what will i due? anyone have any suggestions to help me relive my stress?

Summer....

Aww Summer...Those 3 months that every student looks forward to for the entire school year. Yes, summer may be amazing but has any one else besides me notice that once it's actully here it dosen't live up to our expections that we had for it? Now don't get me wrong. i've had a pretty good summer so far but you know how you and friends say that you'll all see each other at least a million times during the summer and it really only ends up to be about 10 times. I've been thinking alot recently about my future plans for my life. I know that i want to go to college but always i don't think that i'll be able to deal with the whole actual growing up process. I really want to live on my own,in my own house and be able to eat what ever i want be able to go anywhere when i want and everything. but in my mind i can see myself married with 2 kids living in london. All i really want to do is grow up and skip the whole collage and the rest of high school stuff.

Does Anyone Else Feel Like This?

I Must Be Paranoid

Okay so this is my problem. Yes, once again i have YET another issue going on with my life. D-R-A-M-A.

So there is the cute boy who is in like every one of my classes and we have so much fun together. I really like him and i think that he might like me. WHAT SHOULD I DO??? because when i'm near a boy that i like i suddenly turn into this brain dead person, but when him and i talk and stuff im not like that. WHY????? also the boy also happens to be one of my frenimes Ex-Boyfriend. And when they broke up she took it pretty hard. what will happen with my friendship with her??? I NEED YOUR HELP!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Also im planning on asking him to go to a movie with me sometime.

Xoxox Grace

Idols

No I'm not talking about american idol, although im soo happy Chris won!!!

I'm actully talking about the people that inspire me to be who i am today!

First Up We Have Audrey Hepburn.

The thing i LOVE about her is that she is just so classy,and beautiful. I mean she was just so amazing with every film & charity project she ever did. She was an Ambassador for unicef and she traveled to africa many times to vist childern and woman that had Aids. SHE IS AMAZING!!

Next We Have Andy Warhol.

What Was Not Amazing About This Guy???

Also My WONDERFUL AMAZING friends inspire the person who is here today 2.

hehe

xoxo Grace

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYtrdfkSFlw

In My World

Okay so im totally steling this off of meagan's blog and do my own "In My World" Blog So here It goes

In My World Chubby Girls Get Cute Guys to Ask Them Out

In My World There are carzy people that i dislake so much it makes me want to scream

In My World my Bff ( Mari) gets asked to prom by a cute guy

In My World there are insane people that you just can't hate

In My World there are 16 year old boys that sing along to britney spears in the car with you.

In My would summer couldn't come any quicker.

In my world there are girls who talk behind your back

in My World I have the greatest TRUE friends anyone could ask for.

Stupid B****!

so i just learned from one of my friends that two other people who i thought were my friends recenlty said that im a liar and that im a fat, grumpy bitch! wtf!!!! the reason that there calling me a liar is because in a little more than 2 weeks my older brother is leaving to go to Venice,Italy. He's going because he is studying to become a chief and my family is privilaged enough to actully know people that live there. And so when he goes to italy i will be going with him for about a week and a half. My brother will be there for about 3 months, and these 2 people think that i am lying about going. WHY WOULD I LIE?????????????? TO IMPREESS THEM???? are u kidding me are there lives that shitty and trashy that they need to say shit behind my back?? also for those of you who are dumbasses like one of those people Venice is surranded by water and bascially you need to get around by boat which that one person thinks im lying about????? WHAT??? SHE IS A FUCKIN DUMBASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the othere thing they said im lying about is that my dad is persian! once agin why would i lie about that? now the orther person that was talking about me have meet my step-dad who she belived to be my real father but he is not!!!!! so she told the other person that im lying about that because the dad that she saw had no accent while if she had ever meet my real father she would have know and heard that my REAL father is persian. so instead of her asking me about him she instead started running her FAT ASS mouth. THESE TWO PEOPLE ARE FAT ASS BITCHES WHO HAVE NO LIVES AND ARE TRAILER TRASH FUCKING BITCHES!!!!!!!!!! GOD IM SOOO FUCKIN PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! so instead of me going and confronting them to thier faces i texted the one fat ass bitch and confronted her. she has yet to text me back!!! WHAT A FUCKING WHIMP!!!!!!

EDIT : I KNOW MY VOCABULARY IS VERY VERY BAD IN THIS ONE, BUT WHEN I WROTE IT I WAS MAD!!!

Soo...

This Blog is dedicated to my friends.
Yes, i know that i just blogged about them not two long ago but i have a bone to pick with some of them.
Why is is that whenever you and your friends get into a group fight does everyone have to start to talk about one another behind there back???? Can you answer me that?????? So this is the situation with me and my friends.
About a little less than a month ago tow of my friends got into a fight which than progressed into a huge group fight. People texting angerly to each other and all that. well when that fight ended we all were still pretty annoyed with each other. We watched what we said around each other and who we talked about in front of a certain someone(JEN!)because we knew that if we said something wrong or bad about that person (Jen) would go and tell that said person we talked about.
Why does everyone talk behind our back????!?!?!?!? it's SO FREAKING Rude and no matter what people will tell that person who you talked about what you said!!!! why can't being in a friendship with someone be SO less complicated?? why can't we all just get along??? Also how come when a fight starts we all suddenly take sides?? I'm Going To be Like Bella Here And Be SWITZERLAND and be neutral. Okay that's not true becasue im going to take the person who i feel is right in the fight's side. but no matter what during a fight i will AlWAYS be by my 1st friends side.

The Most Coolest Woman!!

The Woman in the vidoe that i posted below is amazing with make-up!!! Now most of you may not know this but i am OBSESSED with any thing make-up! now i know that some days i may not look my best but that dosen't mean that i don't love it!!!!

Check This Gorgeous Look Out!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=57GAehilP5M

I Wanted To Post The Vidoe But I Couldn't Just Click On The Link Above

XOXOX

Grace

The Greatest People In The World And Jack....

My Friends have to be the most coolest, amazing people in the whole world! they are always there no matter when i need them.

There A Shoulder To Cry on

Ears To Hear All Of MyProblems

They Put Up With All Of My Weridness And

Most Of All They Are Crazy And Werid With Me!!

Now On To Jack....

Oh Boy how could i have ever not met you??(does that make sense??)

You Have Changed My Life

Your My Best Friend

And Person Who Dosen't Judge Me

You Don't Care What I Wear Or How I Look Reaalllly Bad Sometimes

We Have Been Together For 1 Year Now And That has Been The Most Amazing Year Of My ENTIRE LIFE.

You Sing Along With Me Even Though im a horrible singer

You play the violn amazing and you don't rub it in my face that i can't

your always there at my piano concerts with my fav flowers and a huge hug.

You calm my nerves when im stressed about life.

My family loves you

All Around your just the greatest person i could have ever met!!!

xoxo

Grace

My First...

Hi!!
Name is grace, i started this blog because i've always written down things about me and my life in journals but now i feel like the public should know about my crazy life! not sure how people are going to react but i really don't care because i honstley don't care what you think about me..... so yea hope you enjoy my blog!!

Grace